Omg..when I read this my heart dropped, seriously. I can feel his pain. No I haven't been famous nor do I want/plan to be. I know what it feels like to want to give up. I love Shad for real. He was my first unofficial/ celebrity love. It hurts to know he is hurting, and yes this could sound crazy/stalkerish or whatever. Shad don't give up. Fuck the haters, you doing something they wish. You are a amazing person. I have enjoyed being a beloved fan for the past 10 years.
